A week I'd like to forget

This past week has been a never-ending downhill slide for me. I'm not really sure why, but it seems like everything is piling up on me and I'm sinking to the bottom. It's strange; for the last three months, I looked forward to Michelle leaving and moving on and I was sure that everything was for the best. And while I still think it was the right idea because we weren't getting along as a couple and just making each other miserable, now I actually find out what she really thinks of me and it's got me down. I've been dealing with a physical symptom from the negative vibes too: my left eye has been randomly twitching in the most annoying way. I guess I'm just not used to spending all of my time at home with no one else. Even when things were finished, Michelle was still here to talk to. Now she's moved on and I feel like I did when Daniel C. blamed me for breaking up his relationship with Blythe. And I'm not really sure why I do. I know that there was a lot of things that I didn't do as well as I should have and I've never been the most forthcoming person in the world, but it feels like Michelle's words have more power now than they did before. I know that I need to let it all go and move on and things will come out just fine, but right now it feels really hard for me. Plus I have a new boss at work and I'm tired of it. Hopefully playing some cards tomorrow night will help pick my spirits back up. Otherwise it's looking like it'll be a long November and that certain can't be a good thing. I hope everyone else is having a good one...