The Sweetest Thing

I'm losing you...I'm losing you. Ain't love the sweetest thing?

Such a strange song. I love it, yet the lyrics really just don't make a whole lot of sense. But that's Bono for you.

Anyway, I don't really have a whole lot to say as I'm not feeling too terribly well at the moment. I think I'm coming down with something and I'm probably going to end up going to bed in a few minutes. But such is the case with me: I had planned on going to sleep, but I wanted to see what was happening in the world, so I sat down at the computer to read the news before I went to sleep. I turned on the mp3 player and started reading. That was 20 minutes ago and I finished reading probably 10 minutes ago. I keep making excuses to stay up and listen to the music. I don't know why, but I felt like I had to share that.

The other thing that's been going on lately is thus. I went out on a date in the middle of December with this girl and things seemed to go really well. She lives far away (probably an hour drive, which isn't too bad but doesn't make things easy to get together) and I haven't seen her since that first date. In fact, I get the feeling like things aren't going to work (the distance is too much for her) and I've pretty much come to grips with it. I think she's trying to be nice (because we end up talking/emailing every day) and I'm okay with that. But she then sends me random messages about how she's thinking about me and how she'd like to see me. It's so strange. Doesn't make sense to me. If you're interested, clear up some time on your schedule. If not, then let it go. I hate it when I get mixed messages. I don't know...I haven't ever and probably never will understand women. And that's the only thing I'm certain about.