Two?

Yeah, I know. Two posts in one day. Normally it's lucky if I'm posting twice in a month, much less a week. But today, well, I guess I've got junk on my mind and I don't know where else to get rid of it all.

I've made a few resolutions for tomorrow. First of all, I'm not reading anything else written by exs. I went a little over a week between reads and I didn't really think about her much. Then I had a weak moment today and read her last couple of entries and I realized a couple of things. First, she's still angry with me and she still hell bent on blaming everything that went wrong between us on me. I'm okay with that, I think, because I know it's never all just one person's fault. There was effort made on from both of us and neither really took things the way they should. Some of my friends have been telling me how they really didn't like her and while I appreciate the fact that they kept that to themselves, I'm still taking the high road on this one. It's not appropriate to disrespect someone, whether they know it or not, and in this case, whether they're right or wrong, I don't want to hear it. I still wish her the best in everything she does. Us not being right together doesn't make me want her to go through anything bad. However, the real reason I don't think I should read her blog anymore is that she continues to hammer at me, talking about how I didn't appreciate the things she did for me and how I stopped being romantic and doing little things for her and it upset me. I feel like the efforts that I made went for nothing. Hell, I even got up on my day off to pick up her friend and drive her to her car. I could have said no and just walked away, but, well, you know I'm that sort of guy. So I guess it hurts to have someone you care for cast you in a negative light. I don't want to silence her or tell her how to act, so I'm just going to leave it at that.

Secondly, Matt & K-Moore might be moving up to the Chicago area sometime soon, so things aren't looking too badly. I can't wait for them to come up. If you two need a place to stay while you look for jobs/apartments/whatever, let me know. Good times.

Evidently tomorrow I'm going to watch an 80s cover band and then off to some other bar. I know that I'm not driving, so here's hoping I don't puke. I don't think there's a very big chance of that happening, but who knows with my cousin has planned.

Well, have a great day everyone.